Aliveness!

This Monday morning, I felt a range of emotions that are hard to describe yet I allowed myself to feel them. Pre-November 5, 2010, I would have labeled these feelings as "bad" and suppressed them. This time, however, with a little help from new-found friends, I learned and practiced having the emotions 'flow' through me, and understood that I am response-able and let them flow through me then released. No judgements...no excuses...no reprimands...simply be and let through. As a good friend, Patricia, stated, "it will be over in about 90 seconds". Wow! I would not have believed it if I had not had the experience first hand. Given that I was alone when this happened, for as scary as it was, I felt a peace I would never have thought possible.

So what brought me to this point? I can honestly point to the safety and security of a group of Angels who I was meant to meet and intersect with...who at this juncture in my life, my soul and intuition directed me towards. I want to thank the Starfish Foundation, Patricia Clayson, Jay Edgar and all the amazing people who shared their time, their love, their courage, and tender gifts with me and each other this past weekend. May others know the good you are doing to promote peace within and 'oneness' with others. Gracias!! God's blessings and abundance always!

Intend new things

Risking is so hard to do when you are not used to it. Much more however, when you have risked as a younger person, and have not done so recently. This a.m. I made my intentions known to the universe and I risked sounding bold, brash -- dare I? -- positively optimistic! I intend that I will not have worries over my financial situation, I intend wealth and abundance, I intend peace, safety and tranquility, joy and love in my life; I intend my son to grow secure and healthy in love surrounded by those who love him including great friends, great role models, great fathers; a great mother; great relatives, great siblings, great pets,and a great base foundation. I intend health and love for me and my mother, father and siblings. I intend to find the task and service that God destined for me to provide to this world and use the very best of my gifts and talents. It's easy to get discouraged, harder still to overcome that feeling. May the Good Intentioned Life begin!!